So now that I have published a book, I feel like I am trying to merge two identities, and things might get a little confusing. So I want to have this post explain a little bit about what is going on for any new travelers to the squeaky world of Jess and Paula.

My name is Jessica Smith. I publish under a pen name of Paula Jean Ferri. The two names are interchangeable in my mind though. While I was born as Jessica, around the age of 17, I developed a new lifelong friend, who I affectionately call Paula. Her name is a little more searchable than mine is. Besides, I probably wouldn't have had anything to write about without her, so she became the author.

Feel free to wander the blog and discover a little more about Paula's antics. I am also on Medium writing as often as I can between my three outlets (books, blog and Medium). I would LOVE to hear more about you and any questions you may have. Please send an email to Paulajeanferri@gmail.com.

Last, but CERTAINLY not least... I can't thank you enough for visiting!! I LOVE that you are here and hope to see more of you! Be sure to keep up to date on my website:

paulajeanferri.com

Emotional Rollercoasters

 This week has been an emotional roller coaster. It has had ups and downs and very little writing. Ironically, writing is what always makes me feel better. That, and crying. Which I did this morning. Nothing happened this morning, I just needed one. 

But the great thing about all the emotional chaos that comes with life is that it is fuel. It fuels my career as a writer, for one. I'm never short on ideas. Secondly, it fuels me on the good days. I know how much I have to be grateful for. 

tbh, I don't really know what else to say that I can talk about publicly on here. I have journaled about a lot (OHHHHHH how I have journaled!) trying to sort through the messiness of emotions, but it really is a beautiful process. 

So anyways, Imma try to actually work on my novel now. K thanks bye.

Projects and Hyper-fixations

Hey friends, so it has obviously been a crazy month for me and I apologize for the silence. But good news, I'm writing again!

I've been spending so much time building an official business plan, working with clients, marketing and promoting and selling Madamn, that I haven't been doing much writing. So, I joined a writer's circle to keep me accountable and on track with my own stories.

I was also dealing with a lot of family stuff and health recovery, so there has obviously been a lot going on. Now that things are mellowing out, I'm happy to be back doing what I love and feeling good doing it.

Also, totally random and NOT related to my writing, but I guess somewhat related to my Tourette syndrome... I have a new hyper-fixation going on in the midst of all this work.

I am currently obsessed with Banana Ball. I love it so much, both as a fan, as well as from a business perspective. To get an idea of Banana Ball, check out the Savannah Bananas. Their videos are so much fun and I'm currently trying to figure out if there is a way to combine this somehow with my own career. Or at least inspire it. 

Either way, you should absolutely look them up, because it is just awesome.

Have I Shared This Before?

Hey there my friend. I know I said I wanted to start having this blog be more research based, but also... life gets hectic. I have not been able to do much research due to certain events that have unfolded. However, there are some exciting news and updates I need to share with you. Maybe I have already shared this update, but honestly, the past couple of weeks have been kind of chaotic, so I don't remember.

I am pretty sure I have expanded into becoming a publishing house (yay!), and possibly shared that I have a client already. However, that number has already doubled and I have 2 clients I am publishing for, while also researching for my own next novel. Meaning when you toss in life, things have been kind of hectic. 

As I am reading through both of these books and looking at the next steps that will need to be taken, I can't help but get excited for these authors. The feeling of holding a finished physical copy of your book for the first time is almost surreal and one of the best feelings!

I can't share too much yet, since we are still in the early stages, but I will tell you to be sure to follow along on social media and be checking back here for more updates!

Hectic Hurdles

I can't believe it has been almost 3 weeks since I have actually posted a blog update! I know, I wanted this to have more BTS of research and writing, but the past few weeks have had a lot of health issues persisting, family matters, in addition to continuing to write and research and build my business. 

Tomorrow, March 27th and Saturday, March 28th, I will be in Ogden, Utah as a keynote speaker for RomCon and I am thrilled. However, I do still have a lot of packing and preparation to do. So today's post is going to be fairly short. I just needed to say that I haven't forgotten you, but life has been nothing short of hectic for me. 

OH! But good and exciting news! I have started my publishing house and have clients that I am working with! Specifically, one who is ready to move forward. Several others if we count the others that are not in a position to publish yet and are still working on their documents. I get to meet this author in person this weekend and I am thrilled. 

So there are the big updates. I will get back into consistent blogging soon with more official information, etc. 

What Do YOU Want?

Hey there friend. I've noticed that as of late, I have mostly been using this blog almost like a journal than actual information or anything that would be useful to you as a reader. Which isn't really good for much. I have my own journal to actually record things and work things out. 

I want this to be something that I am able to not only keep you informed, but something that you find interesting as well. So I'm thinking I'll be including more BTS content, as well as inside information as to the characters, research I'm doing, etc.

I feel like it would be a step in the right direction, but I don't KNOW that it is what you want.

So I'll be shifting more that direction, but if there is anything that you would like more information on, please either comment or send an email to paula@paulajeanferri.com and let me know what kind of stuff you would like to be reading about here.

Slow Down to Speed Up

This week has been really insightful for me. I've been dealing with some health issues for a while and at the beginning of the month, finally started looking at solutions. This week things feel like they are finally clicking into place. I won't go into too much detail, but know that while this week was not my "best" week in regards to productivity, I have learned a ton and am really excited about things going forward in this area.

Fortunately, I'm also one to take what I'm given and make it a positive. So while I have been resting, I have also been reading and studying. I have learned some incredible things about the French Revolution this week. Which means I'm making progress on what I want my next book to look like as it takes shape. I have also had several meetings with people who are helping me along this journey to become a full time author.

The only down side was today I received an email that I was hoping to have a different outcome for. I had applied to be a speaker for the TAA and speak about the history of Tourette syndrome, but was passed over this year. Next year, however, I will have more professional speaking gigs under my belt and I will try again. 

So while I wasn't thrilled with the news, I am now looking at another opportunity that would have taken place the same week. Hopefully, that will work out for me and I'm excited about that opportunity as well.

But I do love that as I have slowed down and done more planning and organizing this week, things look like they will continue to speed up and improve. Having the health tools will also make a huge difference and I am so grateful!